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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 1:25:26 GMT -5
The lake was calm, a black mirror stretching from his bare toes to the far reaches of the stone walls of the Weyr, and the stars above were reflected in brilliant detail on its surface. Even the Watchdragon and his Rider, miniscule and fine like small carvings on the Rim—guarding against all foes—stood out in stark detail on the water’s surface. His muscles rippled in anticipation, like a runner held waiting at the starting line, and he could still feel the drying sweat from a day of labor at the stables stuck in the valleys and niches of his body.
He had been raised on the Northern Continent, and, more than that, he had been raised to serve his Craftmasters—and their craft was their animals. Neither rain, nor sleet, nor snow, nor even fire could keep him from his charges—what would have been unbearable temperatures for some was a release for him. He could tell this water was deep, and he knew it had to be; the great dragons of the Weyr would bathe and rest here—even as the sea was a stone’s throw from the great Weyr’s walls. So he had found a place where the penetrating light of the stars above could not find rock, or stone, or reed to illuminate, and there he stood. His gaze raked the dark bowl, but he saw no one—and why would he, all the nights he had done this no one had come.
Still, he was cautious at first, and rightly so for the secret he felt compelled to hide—even here among the men who shared minds with animals, and beds with each other, and children who were shared or even between’d out of existence. Even here he could not feel safe. It had never occurred to him to pursue that safety, to walk in and force his existence upon everyone: It was always better to play a hand of cards when most suitably dealt. He scoffed softly under his breath and asked himself again if he cared. Did he? And, why? What did the opinions of these Dragonmen mean to him. Did the dragons themselves not choose their riders? If he was chosen would he not be absolved from past transgressions? He might not know the nuances of Weyr life, but he knew the ballads of the Dragonmen.
Every Harper in every Hold knew the songs, passed down through the turns as so much a legacy of what the Weyrs were to the people. What were the people to the Weyr? A tithe, a feed bag, a burden? The stories said that Thread would return, and his eyes burned brightly with starlight as he searched the sky for that red beacon. Thread would return and Dragonmen would rise. As they always had. He pulled his tunic from his body, peeling it like redfruit skin, his fingers dug into the heavy fabric with disdain. He would sweat, as any laborer did, but not as profusely if he could wear a lighter tunic—or none at all. Yet here he stood, forbidden, outcast, unwanted—at least his body was. He discarded the thick tunic a safe distance from the water’s edge, casting it and his prison aside. His leggings followed; light, and airy they caused him no bitterness so they were folded neatly and set atop the other.
Exhaling softly into the cooling night air he placed his hands on his hips, feet squared and apart, and allowed the breeze sweeping up the bowl to cool his flesh—it slicked the sweat from him like flashes of grass, drying it and raising goose bumps along his arms and shoulders. His eyes scoured his chest and shoulder, his right arm sweeping forward to be scrutinized. The markings were beautiful to him, they always had been: Spirals and dots caressed his right pectoral, enveloping it. The shapes seemed to form a wave of black ink that consumed his shoulder, and its corresponding blade, before sweeping down to swallow his entire right arm to within a few inches of his wrist. A soft sigh escaped him.
He consigned himself to the water swiftly. There were no pretenses, nothing holding him back from the cool waters. He was free and filled with abandon. Three long running strides and he threw himself forward piercing the stillness of the lake with palms pressed together: The shallow dive paired with his pace carried him deep and far. Snaking his body like a fishship at sea, he prolonged his time under the cold water: The lake had again become a mirror before he broke its surface from below.
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 1:41:20 GMT -5
Delilah could not sleep. As the hatching drew closer, her thoughts were more and more often with her father, all the way back at Fort Hold. He'd told her not to go, when the Searchdragon singled her out; it was only the second time she'd disobeyed him, the first being her choice of Craft in the first place, and she felt it more keenly. At least Healer Hall had been close to home.
He hadn't written. Maybe he had, but he'd sent it the long way for whatever reason. Letters could be lost. She'd determined not to send a message until after the hatching, with whatever news came of it.
Tonight it was not the eggs that had drawn her to the stands; she'd barely spared a glance for them, or for the sleeping golden bulk of Callistath curled around them. No, tonight she eyed the rising rows of seats. So much space; most of the Weyr would turn out. Spectators would come from the Holds, and perhaps a few from all over Pern, by dragonback, once the call went out. But would someone come for her? Would he sit here maybe, or further down? If he did come, would he be able to pick her blonde head out of the sea of white-robed Candidates - would he know instantly if a dragon touched her mind and Impressed?
He wouldn't come, she thought. It was too far, too much work - he probably wouldn't even hear the eggs had cracked until it was much too late. The thought gave her a quake of trepidation, and she turned away. For the last few turns she'd known that he would come when she finally walked the tables, despite the pain it caused him. But Impressing a dragon, if she Impressed - that was so much bigger than becoming a Journeyman, and he wouldn't come for that.
As she walked back toward the barracks, the splash brought her head up from her contemplation of the ground under her feet. No telling who it was, but a single splash without the sound of voices carrying across the bowl indicated they were probably alone. She gave a soft sigh and turned to head in that direction, just to take a look. The dangers of nightswimming crowded her mind - hypothermia, drowning, being eaten by something. It wasn't an activity she wanted to partake in, but if somebody was swimming alone, they could end up in trouble, and she'd hate herself if she woke in the morning to hear of a tragedy she might have prevented.
By the time the man came up for breath, Delilah stood at the edge of the lake, quiet, her golden hair shining in the starlight.
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 2:14:21 GMT -5
He loved to feel the cold water sliding against his naked flesh. It brought forth such memories of home that he could taste the bitterness of doubt rolling up from his chest into the back of his mouth. The cold washed it all away, or in the very least made it easier to organize and file away for later. His life had been ahead of him at Ruatha: Table walking, summer foaling, winter trimming, foal training.
It had been planned, and almost ordained, since his birth. Would he return home to resume that status if he failed here? Was it even failure to stand and not Impress? Would he stand again if this hatching went by without a dragonet to call his own?
His lungs burned with their desire for fresh air, he reveled in the feeling of being master of his own fate—live or drown. It was simply a feeling, not a need; he had no reason to consider his own life ending: So he headed up, breaking the surface lungs full of steaming used breath—a sharp exhale sweeping it all away so he could draw the coolness into his chest again.
His arms and legs swept back and forth as he tread water, hair slickened to his face and drenching his eyes in a curtain of droplets. He swept the overly long bangs out of his face, brushing his eyebrows and nose free of that which clouded his vision—he was not alone.
She stood there in the nightlight, her hair glowing so brazenly he almost mistook her for a trick of the water, or perhaps even mist, but as he swam closer he realized she was corporeal: More than that, she was aware of him. He snorted softly into the water, clearing his nasal passageways of stowaway moisture, and all the while he watched her.
It didn’t occur to him that he should be worried, or concerned—that she was the closest anyone had been to discovering him—he remained submerged neck down and gave her a smile: It wasn’t his typical, he was neither trying to disarm nor trick her, he was simply welcoming her to his world.
“Cold water is the best tonic to hard work; although I have heard others use fellis.”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 2:19:34 GMT -5
Delilah relaxed when he surfaced and spoke. He was fine for now, then, but she still lowered herself to the grass, curling her arms around her knees. The night air was cool against her face, and she shivered at the mere thought of being in the lake at this hour.
"Cold water is far safer over time than fellis," she agreed mildly, as if it was perfectly sensible to be having a conversation with a naked man at midnight. "But take care you don't stay in too long; it can be dangerous as well." She'd heard the horror stories. At Healer Hall, there were horror stories about everything. The one on her mind now, of course, was of a group of children stealing a little boy's clothes, and him being so embarrassed to come out of the water and run home naked that he drowned, instead. Or in some versions of the tale, froze.
The memory made her shudder, and she added, "Have you been working hard, at this hour?" Perhaps he was a wher Candidate, and nocturnal. That would make sense.
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 2:28:25 GMT -5
His smile brightened cheerfully as she spoke, mostly because he was amused: She had taken this conversation in stride, and, what’s more, she agreed with him. Although it did look like she was bent on ensuring his continued safety where the water was concerned—over time?
Yes, she had mentioned the effects of fellis over time, and in context of a human. Was she perhaps a healer? He may as well be betting against a Bitron—she’d never leave him be, not if she thought he was going to drown himself with his own stupidity.
Come to think of it, knowing the general lack of common sense some Holderfolk had—or didn’t—she could have been correct were he anyone else. She did persist; reminding him that he shouldn’t forget he was in water still chill-touched from winter. He honestly couldn’t keep the smile off of his face. Although he had to admit he was nearly touched by her care.
“I had some robes that needed mending, white ones. I can’t sew so I bartered that skill with my own—double shifts at the stables for a sevenday.” He left it at that, with another flashing smile, and began spinning around in small circles—moving his limbs to keep the cold from kissing them too deeply.
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 2:34:25 GMT -5
Really, Delilah did try not to be neurotic about other people's safety - but she couldn't bring herself to be cavalier about it, either. If he'd had someone to swim with, she wouldn't bother to stay, but anything could happen to someone on their own. Shards, he might slip climbing out of the lake and hit his head and bleed to death. Well, now she certainly did sound neurotic, and she mentally scolded herself for it. She wasn't her father.
Yet she stayed, watching the ripples spread, catching the starlight. It was awfully dark out here, but she had sharp eyes. "I'm more used to sewing skin than clothing," she remarked, "but I think I'd still rather take my chances at mending than work double shifts out there." She idly rolled her shoulders, still a little tight from her last set of such chores. They made her stronger, and they were her duty, so she rarely complained - but in the darkness, anything was fair game. "Cold water will cool sweat, but hot water will take the tension out of your muscles better, you know - the baths are probably empty this time of night, if that's your fear. I'm sorry to intrude," she added, almost as an afterthought.
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 2:47:23 GMT -5
He swam closer to shore, his long arms reaching down until he could just barely touch the silt lakebed, fingertips dragging and gripping at small stones and reeds. He fingerwalked toward her this way, waterline caressing and accentuating his jaw line as he turned his left side to face her, propping himself down on his right arm. He listened attentively as she spoke and then answered—quietly now due to their closeness.
“I was an Apprentice Herder under Master Tytallen at Ruatha, the work I do is what my body is used to—much as this swim I take. It was not often we had the luxury of warm water when attending to a runner who was foaling or a beast who had mired himself a-field. Where were you apprenticed, Healer?"
The smile wiped from his features, though not out of unhappiness, and he added—as an afterthought—but sincere none-the-less. “You aren’t intruding.”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 2:54:41 GMT -5
The way he kept his right side turned away didn't raise any alarms in Delilah's consciousness - not at the moment, at any rate. Grateful that he at least sounded genuine about not minding her presence, she considered his words. A Herder? Likely he was quite healthy, then, and not in danger of getting a chest cold or something from a nighttime swim.
"Healer Hall, at Fort," she said readily enough. If he was from Ruatha he knew well enough that it was the major Hall for her Craft; they hadn't been far apart, physically. "If it's what your body is used to, then you could do more damage by suddenly changing your habits, I suppose." Though she still disapproved of the risk he took by going alone and after dark. Did the watch-whers even patrol this area? "Ruatha's far from Dalibor. Were you Searched from there?" She supposed it must be less strange for Searchriders to go to the Halls than to a Hold so far from home.
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 3:02:55 GMT -5
He smiled gamely at her questions, but inside he was busy mulling over his options. Beneath the water he had returned to treading, assuming that the movement would keep warmth generated in his muscles and his body—in actuality his night swims were typically quite fast: In and out was as much as you could remark on them.
He could feel goose bumps rising on his exposed flesh as it dried, but that wouldn’t be too alarming would it? You could get goose bumps on a hot day depending on the breeze. Still—he would be hard pressed to dissuade a healer from her assumed duty.
As long as he wasn’t shivering he could at least answer her without giving away his game—and technically he could simply swim to the other side of the lake and take off at a run: Somehow he felt being discovered with an altered flesh and naked would only make his acceptance much worse.
“I was Searched from Ruatha, by J’von, I’m not sure why he strayed so far into the Northern Continent. I’m actually not very familiar with the ways of Dragonmen.”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 3:20:19 GMT -5
Movement was definitely a good thing under the circumstances; Delilah had no way of knowing his usual habits, although she didn't necessarily assume he would usually stay in this long. Maybe he didn't want to just climb out without warning and expose himself to her - which was good, as she did not need to see that. But a brief warning would be fine and avoid embarrassment all around. Not like she wasn't aware he wasn't wearing anything under the water.
"F'reki found me," Delilah said. "I suppose it's more accurate to say Girieth did. Apparently it's unusual for them to go so far afield." She shrugged. If there'd been trouble over her Search, she certainly had no clue about it; likely Fort hadn't even noticed. "I'm not familiar, either. I only know what the Teaching Songs say - or at least, I did before I arrived here. It still seems odd to me to think of myself as a Candidate."
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 3:30:44 GMT -5
He continued moving his body under the water, but now every time a cold current swept between his legs the muscles there cried in protest and shook. He schooled his expression to be placid and alert, as if he was listening to her over a cup of warm klah—warm klah…that sounded quite good at this moment. He chuckled softly to chase away the thoughts of warm and nodded.
He too understood that feeling: Something had changed so significantly in his life, and now he was halfway around Pern, hoping for a chance to be something greater than he had been. Maybe not greater, but certainly different, and infinitely more important in terms of Thread and the people of Pern.
“Perhaps they go seeking Crafterfolk specifically from far regions? Do you often come out this late to the bowl? I’ve been here nightly and no one has ever stopped to say hello.”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 3:46:29 GMT -5
Warm klah would keep her awake, and Delilah longed for sleep. The cool air kept exhaustion at bay, however, and so did her active mind.
Being a dragonrider was never something Delilah had seriously considered, or even dreamed about much; it still felt like a dream, and sometimes - like at points in her thinking tonight - like a horrible mistake. But it wasn't. If she Impressed, she could work at the Weyr as a healer. They needed those, and would soon need them badly.
"Perhaps," she agreed. "Crafters must come in handy." The abrupt shift of topic made her blink, and she glanced around. "Not usually, no. I was out at the sands looking at the eggs. I prefer to be alone for that." Not that she'd managed to be the last time, she thought with a wry smile. "I just happened to hear you splashing about and thought I'd drop in."
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 4:01:44 GMT -5
Sebolaren had to admit that his toes were thoroughly numb now, in fact it quite felt like his legs were dead weights attached to his thighs—weighing him down toward the inevitable bed of the lake. Still, he was strong and determined; he kicked them harder through the water and leaned forward onto both arms, fingertips digging deeply into the muddy ground for support.
He kept his sharp eyes on her, sitting there in the starlight—possibly oblivious to his predicament, possibly enjoying it, and attempted to maintain his smile: He could feel the starting tremors of shivering around his jaw, and tightened his neck muscles reflexively to keep the spasms at bay.
How had it come to this? Here he was, stubbournly clinging to freezing water, limbs going numb, well within walking distance of a hot drink and warm food. For what? For an unblemished opinion of his character? The fact that he had to hide like a skulking wherry stoked in him a flame of anger that built—warming him slightly, but dampening his mood. It was his body, his life, and he had been Searched.
By all accounts of all the stories if he became a Dragonrider he would be a guardian of Pern. Would they look at threadscar and see beauty, and then see art and cringe?
Of course they would.
“Was your family proud to see you carried off to Dalibor? To be a Dragonrider?”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 4:15:57 GMT -5
Of course she wouldn't delight in his pain; in fact, she was sticking around in an attempt to prevent it. She was aware that he must be growing cold, but she rather hoped he would have the sense to just climb out of the lake once he felt numbness start to spread. Though Delilah would do her level best if something did happen, and though she was stronger than her small stature might indicate, she might have a bit of trouble dragging him out of the lake.
Or a lot of trouble. The grass was growing slippery with dew, footing could be hard to find on the rocks, and it was dark and difficult to see, even for Delilah. All things considered, best he get out of the water on his own.
People could be strange about some things; scoring was a mark of heroism and bravery, and body art...well, to Delilah it was a dangerous practice that sensible people, by and large, did not indulge in. She was young, though, and had never actually seen someone who had been tattooed. It was just another thing she'd filed into her memory - how to treat the infection that could arise from improper use of needlethorn to scratch dark ink deep into the skin. All things considered, a throwaway lesson, but she tried not to forget anything.
Family. Her smile faded, and her eyes went distant, gazing out across the lake. "My father does not like to see me in danger, and he considered being a Healer too dangerous, to give you some idea," she said, a bit more shortly than she'd been speaking hitherto.
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 4:33:50 GMT -5
He wanted to ask her to leave. He would have if it had been possible, but now—with coldness seeping in—everything hurt far too much. Each breath was becoming a bitter agony against his ribs and inside his lungs. He wanted to sigh, or yell, or beg for her to leave—no, he didn’t. He was tired of the constant worry and the panic; he was tired of always hiding, covering, washing with a sense of haste or nervousness.
He was just plain tired.
His head slipped under the water momentarily, there was a brief second where he considered simply staying there—but that was the cold talking, not him. He wasn’t a dimglow, and he was far braver than this. Forcing his deadened legs underneath his body he brought his head above water: He pushed the hair from his face and smiled half-heartedly at her, hoping she would at least think it had been intentional.
“My father considered Beastcraft the only option in my life.” He also refrained from saying more than that, whatever else would be said between them—about their respective fathers or otherwise—paled in comparison to what he needed to say.
“I believe I’ve overstayed my welcome in this frigid water,” his teeth clacked together painfully audible before he could even finish the sentence. “My clothes are behind you, if you could grab them?”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 13:24:21 GMT -5
It was hard to judge his intentions in the dark, but Delilah frowned a bit nevertheless. It would be quite something if she stopped by in an attempt to prevent him from drowning, and ended up causing it instead. But maybe he'd just felt a need to dunk his head. In water that must be frigid. Well...some people were strange, and he was out here swimming in the first place.
Not remotely surprised by his admission, she immediately turned to find his pile of clothes, drawing them into her lap. "I'm not going to look," she said, though she should have thought that would be obvious. She wasn't here to ogle him, and besides, she was well aware from the giggles at Healer Hall that men weren't at their best in the cold, so to speak. Although anyone who was more worried about what a girl thought of their appearance than about the possibility of losing toes and larger limbs to frostbite needed to get their priorities straight.
Keeping her head turned politely away, she planted her feet firmly and extended a hand to help him out if he needed it. "Healing was the only option for me," she said. "I'm sure my father would have preferred me to remain safely at home, learning to cook and clean, and eventually marrying."
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Post by Ruin on May 29, 2011 14:18:11 GMT -5
As soon as she had turned away to find his clothes he began to exit the cold waters. His deadened toes slid along through the slimy mud seeking purchase on rock and reed. To him—this moment—stretched on for an eternity. As his large frame left the water and began to settle down onto his feet, his full weight came back to him: At first supported by the water that circled his chest, and then his waist, and then his thighs. The real trouble came when he reached the water’s edge.
All he had to do was make it a little farther. Two more steps and then he was free, or confined he should say—when he put on his clothes. She wouldn’t look; he had full confidence in that. He had spent time around the lesser women of the Hold; the ones to who even a soon-to-be Journeyman Herder seem a delicious conquest. Those women would not have hesitated to join him in the water, those women would not have sat idly by while he barely spoke, and they certainly would not have done it for his safety. No, this one was better than that. A healer, and she simply cared—he had in fact intruded on her night. He was her duty, but now he was fighting against gravity—which never liked him to being with—and the tiring pressure you feel after extended weightlessness. The lakebed beneath his toes was running into the sandy bank, and he could only tell from the way it pressed and formed around his foot: Otherwise, his legs were simply as sticks—dead and equally fragile.
His control was tenuous at best, and when it was lost there was no surprise. He did not yelp, or gasp, or reach for her hand. His legs gave out and he simple crumpled forward onto his knees—pleased to find that he had at least cleared the water—and finding he didn’t quite feel like moving, he rested back on his heels; pressing his palms flat on his thighs. Though fully exposed—in more way than one—he was unashamed, and for once unafraid: If this was the way of it then here it was. As he had been listening, he decided simply to respond.
“There is always Dragonhealing.”
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Post by Cathaline on May 29, 2011 20:53:22 GMT -5
True to her word, Delilah didn't so much as give him a side-eye, merely separating his undergarments from the pile and holding them out. She remained in silent contemplation of a nearby boulder, though her head was cocked in the hope of hearing if something went wrong. So far as she could tell, though, he'd successfully made it out of the water. That, at least, was a blessing.
Since she was quite unaware of his predicament, she offered his trousers next. Once he was dressed in those she would have no qualms about looking - why should she? Apart from the obvious bits that she preferred not to ogle, he couldn't possibly have anything wrong with him that would shock her.
Giving a wry smile at that, she replied, "I prefer to heal humans, though I've every expectation of being taught something of dragonhealing now that I'm here. Perhaps after the hatching, if I don't Impress - I feel like it will be a bit less mad, then." Wrangling fifty-plus Candidates couldn't be easy, and Delilah accepted that and simply did what was requested of her; it was only after the hatching that she would feel comfortable asserting herself more into what parts of her Craft she could reach at the Weyr. "I think my father would be happier with dragonhealing, but then, I don't think he knows much about dragons apart from the songs. I've heard there have been terrible maulings. Even deaths."
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Post by Ruin on May 30, 2011 3:48:28 GMT -5
He accepted the offered pants readily, pleased that she hadn’t looked, but he’d have to stand to put them on—at least in any normal fashion. So he tried again, gathering his legs under him like a runner would to jump, or a dragon to launch itself, but again he met only failure—this time it was more apparent. His knees gave out, still numb and useless, and he fell forward: Barely able to catch himself with aching arms. He glared angrily at them; they were useless, his hands dug angrily into the sand, crushing his pants deeply into the cool grainy dunes that formed near the lake.
Useless—all for nothing. To save some trouble, hide a secret, all for what? Now he was weak, and belittled, and stupid. Extremely stupid—but how do you erase a handful of turns in hiding. How do you erase the opinions of others, how do you erase that which is permanent? You don’t. It was as simple as that. He was laying here because you cannot change that which you don’t control; but you could guide it. He could Impress and Rise, he could stand as a proud example of a man—never do wrong by his Weyr or his Wing or his family of Riders. Perhaps then they would see.
And it could start with her. She who had come here simply for his well-being; would she regret it now? His eyes burned brightly as he stared up at her, willing her with all the powers he didn’t have to answer his unspoken questions. Would she abandon so quickly this man she had come to save, who swam at night, swam in the cold, and defied the nature of flesh and blood? Still he answered, flat and emotionless yet firm.
“There are far worse things to die for than a dragon, and far greater things to fear than claws that can deliver you from your sins past.”
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Post by Cathaline on May 30, 2011 3:59:19 GMT -5
Delilah heard the soft sounds of him falling - soft, yet loud as thunder considering that they were alone in the night. She did turn to him then, frowning at his cryptic words, and opened her mouth to speak.
"Are you quite all..." The words died on her lips. Her eyes had adjusted to the darkness by now, and she could see the dark symbols that marred his skin. Impossible to make them out clearly, but she leaned closer and was soon sure of what it was. Ink driven deep and permanent into him, marking him out as different. As flawed.
Sins past. He'd known she would look at that, and that was why he'd said it. What kind of sins could possess a man to drive needlethorn into his skin, to risk infection, amputation, death - all for art or, or whatever else this symbolized to the people who did it. She didn't recoil, though she swallowed hard. Any impressions she'd made of him up to now were shattered, and all that was left was to pick up the pieces and try to fit them together. What kind of person was he, really?
Delilah did not run, though. Honestly, it wasn't as if he was holding her down and making to stab ink into her pale skin. She offered him his shirt, silent as the grave and white as bone while she desperately tried to make some sense of it. There were worse things a man could do; she knew that. The odd markings did not make him any less human, any less deserving of her compassion and assistance. She just...did not understand, and Delilah resented things she did not understand. Not him; she didn't resent him. For the moment, though, it was a little hard to separate the two.
At last she squeaked out, "Can I look at your legs? You stayed in too long." If she focused on massaging some life back into them, then she didn't have to look at the tattoos. Shards, unless his legs had been done, too...
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Post by Ruin on May 30, 2011 4:23:13 GMT -5
He laughed, it was harsh and it was bitter, he’d seen her face as clear as day, and the emotions that had passed over her fair skin. They would all look at him that way, though perhaps his choice of words hadn’t been best—he felt as if he had sinned though. Why else to carry such a burden, not his choice but his folly none-the-less, his consequences.
He was glad she didn’t question him thoroughly: What would be worse—a reason he could tell her, to help her understand, or no reason at all. He’d searched for answers and found none—possibly never would. Unless he ran across the Traders what saw it done—what did it.
He accepted his shirt from her—gently—it wasn’t her he was angry with, all the same he didn’t bother to cover himself. Why? What good would it do now, the marks would still burn bright under cloth—and she would supply her own version of them over the tan fabric. Best she get the looking over with now, at least then she’d not have a reason to imagine she’d spied skulls or symbols of death on him. Innocent whorls and swirls: Not innocent—damning—but better than glorifying violent things.
He snorted softly and nodded, rolling himself into a seated position—useless legs spread in front of him. Sebol glared at his insolent legs. Traitors, but unmarred like his unforgiveable right shoulder and arm. “Worry not, the colour will not scrub off if you get close—I’ve tried—and it isn’t elsewhere: it’ll not taint your fair skin with its vile darkness.” He gave a chuckle, though it was tainted with ironic bitterness, and he took care to cover his midsection with both pants and shirt.
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Post by Cathaline on May 30, 2011 4:36:59 GMT -5
She cringed at his laugh, all too aware that she was quite alone in the night with a young man she didn't know - knew even less well than she'd thought up to now. The watch-whers might hear if she shouted for help, but the bowl was large.
Still, Sebol wasn't being aggressive in the least, and though she was tense now, ready to run or fight if she needed to, she crept closer to examine his numbed legs. He wasn't marked like a criminal or exile, at least, but surely only criminal elements did things like that. But he couldn't be too bad or a dragon wouldn't have Searched him. But...it was just so confusing. Not something she'd ever dealt with before, and she was admittedly rattled.
But the task at hand captured her attention, if not her imagination. She got her voice under control, and it wasn't cold or distant when she spoke - clinical, though. "I am aware of the procedure, and that it is hardly contagious," she said. She lightly pinched his toes, squinting to see their color and the pattern of bloodflow. Surely he hadn't been in long enough to actually get frostbite in the spring.
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Post by Ruin on May 30, 2011 5:00:22 GMT -5
His muscles rippled as Sebol resisted the urge to wriggle his toes free from her careful examination. He had rarely been to a healer; perhaps a handful of times when he’d stupidly been caught by a bloodhot runner, or that time he had crushed his hand with a hammer. He had certainly never had one touching his feet—he rarely even touched his own feet save for bathing. He snorted softly and again strove not to wriggle. “I can feel that quite well, not likely to fall off I’d think,” he said as an afterthought. Not that he was the Healer here—and he did allow himself a brief flash of shame—wouldn’t do to treat her poorly when she was thus far reacting well. As well as she could anyway.
“Not that I know,” he added. Trying to admit his wronging her—a fragile apology, barely an apology, but it was sincere. His voice was soft again, the quiet baritone of metalwork or horsehooves on crushed grasses. He had to admit he was relaxing—this was not the reaction he had expected. Perhaps if she had been shocked and also run, perhaps if she had run and also screamed that there was a creature in the Weyr, perhaps if she’d screamed and taken him to the Weyrwoman—but not this.
A true Healer, and he wouldn’t ruin that. He was cautious and still—aside from his subtle shivering and rippling muscles. He wanted her to understand that there was nothing wrong with him, that he was just a man, regardless of his skin. Perhaps even a Dragonman, which begged the question to be asked.
“Would you forgive me my markings if I Impress?”
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Post by Cathaline on May 30, 2011 5:13:26 GMT -5
Delilah managed a brief smile at that - very brief, but it was there. "No, not at all likely," she agreed, settling back on her heels. "The light isn't very good, but it doesn't feel like there's any damage. Just need to get the feeling back." Ordinarily she would have offered to massage his calves for him, since she knew more about which muscles needed the work than he probably did, but she balked at the thought of that much contact with -
Shards and shells, she scolded herself. He was just a boy. A Candidate, the same as her, and it was no wonder he'd stayed in the water too long. He must have known she would react poorly, and here she was, reacting poorly. There was no way to stop herself from disapproving - no way not to judge, unfortunately. But she was a Healer. She could at least do him the plain courtesy of treating him as any other patient.
So, despite the hesitation, she said, "The feeling will come back if I - if you or I or both were to rub the muscles. It'll hurt a bit, though." But pain was sometimes necessary. And the faster she could get him on his feet, the faster she could get him to klah and blankets, which he also needed.
And the faster he would be able to cover up. That too.
The question surprised her, and dark blue eyes flicked up to meet his gaze. "Forgive is an odd choice of word," she said cautiously. "It does me no harm, after all." It offended her sensibilities and warped her opinions of him, but she was at least sensible enough to realize that he was causing no one any injury by it. And he did seem to regret it.
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Post by Ruin on May 30, 2011 5:26:49 GMT -5
Who wouldn’t want a lovely girl massaging them, which man wouldn’t rather—or boy—or even woman? However he was well and truly stymied by the thought of her touch. She didn’t want to touch him, he could read the tension in her posture, she probably barely wanted to stay—he was still surprised she didn’t just leave him for dead. Not that he would die. At the worst he could limp back to the stables or even the barracks. Word spread fast though, in a Weyr, and he needed to know she wouldn’t go selling him out as soon as she was free of him. Sebol needed to show her that he was still human, still a simple Herderboy brought from home, Searched by a dragon to Stand as a Candidate.
Would he really achieve that by letting her touch him? He doubted it. She was a Healer, he would feel to her as any other patient had—which she would anticipate—why would it free him. Still, perhaps he could play into her helpfulness indirectly, harness it—help her understand. He could be a willing student, and an understanding teacher. He coughed softly and nodded, “I’ve practice with runnerbeast legs, rubbing the warmth from them, or back into them in some cases. My hands are firm enough to do the work, if you’d just point as to where it should be done?”
He gave her a faint smile, it was simple, but sincere—hopefully sincerity would go far. Still, he couldn’t help but notice her deflection and try to send her back on course for an honest answer. “Odd choice or not, if I Stand and Impress, would you still see me as tainted? Does dragon’s choice absolve the wicked?”
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