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Post by claire on Aug 11, 2011 18:30:28 GMT -5
The light of the moons reflected on the still surface of the lake, casting weak silver-white light on the outcroppings of rock by the water's edge. There was a distinct chill in the air that promised a bitter winter to come; those outside this late at night were for the most part bundled up warm against the cold. Here a wherhandler with their bonded, there a drudge hurrying purposefully across the weyr bowl. And standing statue-still by the shore of the lake, a solitary weyrling in silent contemplation.
Va'an tucked his hands deeper into his pockets and closed his eyes briefly, feeling the bite of the cold night air on his face. Drakeith was sleeping; in the back of his mind he could feel the shape of his bonded's dreams, even with the young dragon curled up in the barracks on the other side of the weyr. Unlike His, Drakeith kept regular candlemarks. The sky to the west was still rich blue tinted with dusky purple, but already the viridian was sleeping. Though he tolerated his rider's odd sleeping habits he had no desire to adopt them.
He opened his eyes again and looked out over the lake. It was almost a peaceful and perfect scene. Almost but not quite; the darkness hid the scars the blaze had left, but he fancied he could still taste smoke on the breeze. Overhead it was absolutely clear, the stars glittering coldly in the night sky. And there, glowing ominously on the horizon...Va'an sighed and turned to face it fully, putting his back to the lake. The Red Star. Brighter and closer with every passing night, or so it seemed. The thought that in barely more than a season the Pass would begin was an almost inconceivable one. But there the evidence was, glaring balefully at him from the night sky.
With a mental shrug he turned back to the lake, putting it from his mind. It wasn't as though he and Drakeith would be flying when the first Fall came. They had more than a turn yet to go before they were full wingriders. There was no sense in fretting over something so far distant. They would face it when it came, and he was as determined as his bonded that they would acquit themselves well.
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Post by Ruin on Aug 11, 2011 18:48:11 GMT -5
Another restless night to slake the warmth of the burns which continued to heal; another day to pass onward into the inevitable future: Hatchings, Threadfall, deaths, and new life. He could not use work to weary him, at least not in the way he wished—he could not throw himself wholly into tasks that stretched into the depths of lightless evening. Even he had seen the honesty behind the pity in Atenna’s eyes when she had told him he couldn’t work with the late-season birthings in the stables, or even muck the stalls beside her; he was a Candidate, and there were wounds he bore now that needed time to heal away from risk of infection. So he could only now accomplish simple tasks that his burned and bandaged hands would allow, and light lifting that wouldn’t tear the sutures from his healing back: None of this work was able to drain him, and this would be the fifth day he spent walking by starlight lost in thought.
It was true that he was no longer consumed by guilt, or bitterness, or fear, but there were plenty of other things to consider that didn’t directly involve a personal pain: Coming Thread heralded by the bright star that hung in the darkening sky, concern for those who had been lost, and those who had left: New Candidates flowing in as Couineth continued to grow larger since her flight. Even the fire itself could not be forgotten, not with the paranoia and fear that had spread afterward; not when his room-mate spent every night so buried beneath a protective layer of bedding and furs that Sebolaren could not tell if he still drew breath—though he suspected that the angry grey pillie who guarded that pile would alert him in some way if its occupant expired.
Certainly Daymar was less than p leased that the ex-Herder was out here now, out here and not safely inside—the man still assumed there was some larger villain at work who was lying in wait to finish those who had escaped the blaze alive—but there was no help for it. Sleep would not come while he was still so energized, and too many turns under the stars on Watch had left him incapable of sleeping in stone when anything less than exhausted. He greeted those Wherhandlers he met; most of them were as used to seeing him as they were to seeing Xiro’el, but he did not bother them—or join them—instead he headed for the glassy surface of the lake.
For one moment he thought he spied the Trader himself—though the loss of height and obvious lack of movement proved that it could not possibly be the Cyanweyrling. Being that Sebol wasn’t the most quiet of people, and generally avoided attempting to stealth around (having found this a bad practice around both Daymar and Xiro’el) he simply continued his forward perambulation which ended when he pulled alongside the young man and spoke a simple greeting; ”Evening”
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Post by claire on Aug 11, 2011 19:01:37 GMT -5
His eyes flickered sideways at the sound of approaching footsteps, and though there was no easily discernible change to his posture or expression, he did tense momentarily before relaxing. There was an edge to the atmosphere in the weyr these days. Between the clear advancing threat of Thread and the more ill-defined but immediately devastating consequences of whoever was working against them, a general feeling of discomfort and paranoia. It shamed him slightly that a threat to this place he had lived for turns, these people he had lived and worked with, still failed to stir more than a fraction of the protective anger one against the caravan would have.
Even after more than six seasons passed, even with friends and classmates and a sharding dragon binding him here...Dalibor was still not home. He suspected it might never be. The people, perhaps, in time...in quite a great deal of time probably. But the place? Probably not. He knew it was a product of his upbringing, a life always on the move, but a place was never going to be home. For all it had and would shelter them Dalibor was still just rock to him. Time and habit only had so much to do with it; stonebred he was not.
He nodded in response to the greeting, raising a hand in reply. "Evening," he echoed. He did recognise the other young man, though he couldn't have matched a name to the face. One of the candidates who had arrived not long before Callistath's Hatching, and the way the chore shifts had worked out in the run up to the Hatching they had never worked together. "Nice night," he commented idly.
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Post by Ruin on Aug 11, 2011 19:14:50 GMT -5
”Aye, mild. I’ve never stayed the cold months here; curious if we’ll be as snow-locked as the Northern Continent.” His voice was still muffled by burning damage from the acrid smoke, but he did his best to keep his voice from quaking or faltering. In a way he supposed the curiosity was valid, living next to a river wasn’t the same as living surrounded by the vast sea—in many ways the cold months could be worse here than they ever saw in Ruatha, but he could adapt to the climate easily enough: He would simply avoid the ocean until the weather warmed again. It is possible, though not likely, that he might not have recognized Va’an if the man hadn’t been one of the last to Impress, as it was he did recall the Viridianweyrling; even though they had never formally met.
”Sebolaren, by the way, we never had a chance to meet before Callistath’s Hatching; how is your Viridian?” Large, the ex-Herder would assume, far larger than Tigreath, Agnith, or Prith. However, Sebol assumed the Weyrling dragonet would be far less likely to tackle him with passionate emotions if he’d heard it said true about the personalities of Dalibor’s sickly-green subKings. Hopefully the man wouldn’t be disturbed by his lack of formality, and obvious curiosity; he’d probably spent far more time than was natural with other Weyrlings in his class: If there had existed within him some semblance of self-erected separation from the Dragonriders and he—the unImpressed left Standing—it had long ago been washed away.
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Post by claire on Aug 11, 2011 19:32:21 GMT -5
"Not even close," Va'an replied, shaking his head. He'd spent the previous winter at Dalibor, and though it had been bitter by the standards of the Western Continent, it was hardly even comparable to a winter spent at High Reaches or Telgar. He had done both in his time; his thirteenth birthingday had been spend stranded in a cothold in a high mountain pass near High Reaches after they had misjudged the first snow. There had been snow drifts higher than a tall man, rendering the pass utterly impassable. Tempers had been starting to fray by the time it was finally clear enough to move on. Faranth, what a winter that had been.
A half smile flitted over his face at the question. "Grumpy," he replied dryly, using his favourite word for summing up the viridian. 'Haughty' and 'contemptuous' also sprang irresistibly to mind. He was still at an utter loss as to why it was that such a dutiful, orderly, exacting creature had Impressed to him of all people. None of these qualities were ones he would have said were remotely compatible with his own personality. Perhaps it had been sheer lack of choice. He had, after all, been one of the last ones left on the sands.
He gave a mental shrug, as he had found himself doing with great frequency ever since Impressing Drakeith. "Va'an," he replied, extending a hand with a nod. "I remember seeing you around. The candidate barracks were rather full to bursting at the time though."
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Post by Ruin on Aug 11, 2011 19:48:03 GMT -5
”Ha, as expected,” his grin was bright even in the shade of falling darkness. ”Likely to whine and moan about snow not worth mentioning too, I’d suspect: Nothing like waking up and needing to shovel everything you own out of banks of snow larger than three of you stacked atop one another.” Somehow he realized he would miss that snow; as silly and tiring as it was to shovel his way across open fields to find stranded runners when the snow drifted so high that they couldn’t even break through it. Ah well; in some ways it would make it easier—they’d still expect chores to be done, and perhaps he could help shovel the walkways during the winter: That would keep him quite busy until the Hatching.
”I’d heard as much about the Viridians, but I have to admit I’d probably prefer grumpy over the joyous exuberance I’ve experienced from say—Pink Agnith. I’m sure one of these days she’ll forget that she’s grown far larger than me and then snap my back in an attempt to express how much she loves her friends.” Not that he really minded, but he did hope to keep his spine intact: He’d made a promise that only Thread would take him, and thus far it seemed like everything else was out to do him in instead, even his friends.
Clasping the offered hand firmly about the wrist he gave a softer smile; ”Well met, and feel free to call me Sebol—the rest is a mouthful—I was around, but aye it was madness when I arrived. Unexpectedly so; Even now nearing Couineth’s Clutching the Barracks are still barely full compared to that time.”
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Post by claire on Aug 11, 2011 20:32:14 GMT -5
"You suspect rightly," Va'an confirmed with a wry tilt of his head. "I've never heard so much fuss over so little snow. The way they spoke about winter here I was expecting drifts the height of a Bronze's tail. It was quite a disappointment." Not that he'd been expecting anything quite so brutal as a Northern winter, but winter at Dalibor had failed to live up to all but the lowest of his expectations. A childhood spent trading around the northernmost of the Holds probably skewed one's perceptions. "I take it you're from the North too then?" he asked. The Southern Continent was one place he hadn't visited, but from what he heard it was not characterised by the same sort of bitterly cold winters the Northern suffered through.
He snorted in amusement at Sebol's assessment of Agnith. "Delilah's. Yes, Drakeith has...views about her. The word 'vapid' is one of his favourites at the moment." He shook his head. "I'm sure there has to be a happy medium. It's too late for me, of course, but perhaps you'll be lucky enough to find it." A dragon that was stable and sensible without being crushingly boring? Theoretically possible, but Drakeith had insinuated himself so thoroughly that he couldn't quite imagine it. The Viridian really had ruined him.
"Sebol it is then," he replied, gripping the other's wrist firmly in return. As their grasp parted he gave a shrug. "Candidates tend to accumulate, I suppose. It had been more than a turn since the last Hatching when Callistath's came around."
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Post by Ruin on Aug 11, 2011 20:48:06 GMT -5
”Should all go on holiday once we’re well graduated and into a cold where Thread isn’t a threat; then we can take them on a little vacation to a real snow, eh? From Ruatha, but I spent more of my time in the fields on Watch than inside anything that could resemble a settlement: Dig through snow to make camp, dig out of camp in the morning. We were able to cheat though; wrapping their hooves in heavy sacking and they’d break through even the hardest crust frozen the night previous.” Did it sound like he missed it? Probably. He didn’t miss everything that went along with it, such as his Father, but he did miss the beasts, and the simplicity of it all. ”I suppose it’ll be different there soon, what with Thread.” This was where he was meant to be now, not there; what would life have been like trapped within those stone walls during Fall?
”Ha, vapid; I tend to stick with passionate—she’s a sweetheart, but would definitely be too much for me.” Nodding with agreement he gave a soft laugh, ”there must be, but I wouldn’t say it’s too late; from what I’ve heard the dragon knows its bonded better than they know themselves—mayhap you’ll both grow into your bond and find your legs—or seat—as it were. That’s all I can ask for, and it was hard being left Standing, but I have no regrets or worries now—wish the days would go faster.” At that last his eyes cast up to the Red Star and he had to catch the sigh that hitched in his throat; he’d be even further behind his duty than the class ahead of him—they’d be able to deliver bags, possibly transport the wounded: Sebolaren, on the other hand, would only be able to help pack and carry the bags and not even as well as Whers.
”Had it been? Nearly be as long this time I suppose; if the dragon birthing songs are right—and I’m sure a Harper would have a talk with me if I insinuated they weren’t. Should be tending toward spring by the time Couineth’s eggs hatch; just a few moons shy of the last. Perhaps the Holders are clinging to their own with Thread looming.”
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Post by claire on Aug 11, 2011 21:12:10 GMT -5
"I'm not sure they'd survive," he commented mildly, but the smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth gave him away. It sounded like an amusing idea; some of his fellow weyrlings could definitely do with experiencing a real winter. It might lead to a little less whining when the next Western winter rolled around. "We passed through Ruatha a few times. Not bad, as Holds go." He realised he was marking himself out as holdless, but he'd long since come to the conclusion that he had no interest in earning the good opinion of anyone in whose eyes that lessened him.
He shrugged at Sebol's comments on the pink. He hadn't really had a great deal to do with Delilah and Agnith outwith classes lately, but he certainly got the impression that she meant well. All the pinks he'd met were sweet-natured to a fault. "Being left Standing is always a disappointment," he agreed, in the tones of one who had indeed been there and done that, "It's worth it in the end though." And truly, for all of Drakeith's peculiarities, he wouldn't have traded his Impression for any other dragon on Pern.
His own gaze turned to the Red Star, expression grave and contemplative. "Perhaps they have the right idea." It felt fundamentally wrong to not know what his family were doing, or if they were well, or even where they were. If some disaster befell the caravan, how long before he found out? Would word even reach him at all here, on this island cut off from the land trade routes? How would he know?
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Post by Ruin on Aug 11, 2011 21:29:12 GMT -5
The smirk of the other man pulled one onto the corners of his mouth as well, ”Probably lose required parts and then we’d just be scolded for taking them into such dangerous territory as what only the Holdless can survive. If by ‘pass through’ you mean on circuit, then there’s a good chance I’ve at least met some of your members if any of them would give words with a wet-behind the ears Holderbred with stars in his eyes. Father always appreciated the care Caravanners gave their animals, and the firm-handed upbringing.” Pausing momentarily as memories swept across his mind he gave a soft laugh; though it ended in a ragged cough as his lungs protested the action.
”Was told off once by an older man for feeding his canine; was lessoned early on not spoiling an animal who needs to work to live. I tell you, I was so chastised after that I think my face was red for moons, but I took it in stride.” For once, Sebolaren wasn’t entirely sure if the man had been Holdless; he didn’t believe he’d been wrong on the assumption of the context, but this man—if he was Traderbred—was atypically calm. Perhaps it was due to Impression, but he doubted it, Xiro’el had certainly not changed in the face of Tigreath’s bond. ”Aye, was hard on me—won’t lie—but I’ve worked through it. I decided to apply my extra time to learning skills I never did at Ruathat: Which are plenty, believe me, and it’s given me a focus. Even if I never Impress, I can find a place somewhere.” Though likely not at a Hold, not once Thread fell from the skies, and not with a Caravan either—not with his markings, and not with their lives becoming all the harder for the threat.
”Perhaps. I worry less about the Holders and more for those on the road; a hard life during an Interval, harder still during a Pass. I’m sure some can find safe holding within stone walls—those that have wares and work that can be produced internally, but for the lumbercarters, animal trains, and those whose money comes from trades that stretch across the Continents—Harder.” Where would Pern be though, without the help of Caravanners to move their wares between Hall and Hold during a Pass; the dragons would be far too busy flaming to move cargo as burdenbeasts. “ None better suited to it though, and I’m sure they’ve all been planning their routes and practicing them for turns—cavern to cavern.”
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Post by claire on Aug 12, 2011 15:13:11 GMT -5
"We'd be doing the weyr a favour," he replied, giving every impression of seriousness. "If they can't handle a little snow, what use would they be against Threadfall?" A reminiscent little smile passed over his face. "I once saw some riders at High Reaches using a blizzard for practice. Full bags of firestone - they were trying to melt the snow before it touched the ground." They would have to give that a try; perhaps the next winter, when they were all airborne and had some flight experience. It had looked like fun.
He nodded, choosing to accept the apparent lack of judgement at face value. "We stopped off at Ruatha now and then, if we were on our way down to Fort." Truth be told he didn't really remember it with any real clarity. Ruatha had been just one more stop on an endless trail, and nothing had stood out strongly enough to distinguish it in his mind from any other Hold. But neither had there been anything awful enough for it to stand out negatively. Just a Hold like any other hey supposed. "It's possible. It tends to pay to be on friendly terms with the herderhall." Holders could afford to mistreat their animals, disgusting as it was. But a lame or sick burdenbeast could leave a wagon stranded. "I think I once got the same lecture."
"It's good to have a backup plan," he agreed. Of course his had proved unnecessary - and he doubted Drakeith would be on board with going back to the caravan even if it was still a possibility - but who knew what the future held. The unexpected happened, especially during a Pass. A smile spread over his face again at the comment about planning routes. "We have," he said. And not the routes of the Northern Continent, handed down through generations, but new and untested ones out here in the newly colonised west. It was undeniably dangerous. But what he had no real intention of trying to explain, what no stoneblood had any real way of understanding, was that no matter how dangerous travelling in a Pass was it was still preferable to being trapped inside four stone walls.
Still...for a moment he entertained the idea of a dragon escort for the caravan, protecting them from Thread even on the road. It was an amusing picture, if a totally unfeasible one.
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Post by Ruin on Aug 12, 2011 17:08:12 GMT -5
”That sounds like fantastic practice; even if the Thread falls more swiftly it’s a good practice of in-flight flaming: Not as predictable as someone throwing dyed rope from a dragon either.” That was the real question, wasn’t it? All Wing Drills and Rope Drills aside there would still be overzealousness to Threadfall that would possibly claim a few lives—everyone was new to the event now; there would be no champions of the fight until later in the Pass. Thoughts returned to Ruatha as the Viridianweyrling confirmed his quiet assumption, and a smile played across his mouth. ”Good to know I’m not the only one then, and aye; so sold off plenty of stock to the Holdless thanks to Father’s trust of certain caravans.”
”Indeed; you can never be certain of your path outside of doing everything you can to ensure you stay on the true road and have a spare wheel.” With a shrug of his shoulders his eyes returned to the glassy surface of the lake which he contemplated quietly with all the outward appearances of it being the most interesting lake in existence. Really he was just sorting through his thoughts as they pertained to the situation. ”Has it been hard to adjust? To being settled I mean—or mostly settled. Quite a few of the Traderfolk I’ve met here aren’t quite ready to consign themselves to the Weyr: Although one is a Wher Candidate and he’s got it worse than the rest of us what with being locked below during the light hours.”
Certainly he did not possess the fear of stone that some had exhibited; even if he’d spent much time out in the fields; that never came close to a life of freedom, and the Barracks didn’t trouble him at all.
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Post by claire on Aug 12, 2011 19:53:29 GMT -5
"And know some trustworthy herders for when a runner comes up lame," he added, flashing a swift grin across at Sebol. It was a compliment of sorts, on more than one level. There were plenty of holdbred out there who wouldn't have had a civil word for he and his, let alone be willing to trade with them. It was a sad but inevitable fact of life that there were more people closeminded and intolerant than not.
Va'an gave a shrug, also gazing out at the surface of the surface of the lake. Rather than appearing to contemplate it closely, however, his eyes were distant. His body language as a whole gave every indication of his thoughts being a thousand miles away. There was a thoughtful pause as he considered the question. "Less than I thought it would be," he replied eventually, "I do still itch to be back on the road sometimes. Most of the time, if I'm honest. But on the whole it's been easier than I would have expected." Here he paused and gave a wry grin. "But then what's a traderbrat's childhood good for if not teaching you to deal with change?"
He was comfortable in the weyrling barracks, just as he had been in the candidate barracks. But then he found he was comfortable more or less anywhere. Simple logic dictated that it was more to do with him than any particular virtue of the places he had been. Though he preferred to have as much freedom of movement as possible, stone walls had never unnerved him the way they had some of his cousins. He had always been an adaptable sort; he would be content at Dalibor for as long as his time there lasted, and equally content to move on.
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Post by Ruin on Aug 12, 2011 20:38:09 GMT -5
”That’s certainly one lesson I’ve never learned, and it probably would have served me well if I had. I’m not a man for change. I had never expected to leave Ruatha, but sometimes our hands are forced in unexpected ways, eh?” For some it would be Thread, for other it was the threat of starvation or the possibility of making more coin. Others still would find their lives stretching out into sweet bliss—or hard labor—and it was simply a means to the end. Not for him, however; he’d had the choice made for him that turn ago. He couldn’t take it back, nor could he go back—his father had seen to that. “Still, if there is one thing I’ve got, it is acceptance. I can’t fight the change; I know that now, but I don’t have to let it rule me.”
Or ordain what he would, and would not, do with his life. There would be a dragon for him, or perhaps there wouldn’t, but regardless of where the road took him it would be somewhere here. ”Have you considered transferring?” A soft chuckle broke his words as he gave a quick smile for the tangent of his thoughts. ”I suppose said that way it sounds terrible, but I was more thinking as a sort of…means to continue journeying. Paperwork involved makes it less than ideal, but if you could—would you travel between Weyrs over the turns just to get a taste of new places? Fight with new Wingriders.”
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Post by claire on Aug 14, 2011 21:59:35 GMT -5
"I don't think any of us expected to be Searched," he replied, shaking his head in bemusement. He knew he certainly hadn't. And if being a candidate had been strange, being a rider...defied comprehension. It still seemed bizarre to him that he had ended up here. Two turns ago his plans for the coming season had involved long days spent scouting out safe routes through the still largely uncharted caverns of the Western Continent, or with hammer in hand helping Hanel and Irien check the cladding on the roofs of the vardos. Not even in idle daydreams had he entertained the thought that he might spend the last winter before Threadfall learning to fly. "I suppose we're as well making the best of it now we're here," he said, half to himself.
The question brought his attention fully back to the present moment, and he tilted his head thoughtfully. "If I get the chance, I think I probably will," he replied after the briefest of pauses. Thread was hardly location specific, and while he would be willing to be he was among the most well travelled of Dalibor's residents, there was plenty of the world he hadn't seen yet. And where better to see it from than the back of a dragon? Of course that was not necessarily a view shared by all. His family had been furious when he was Searched; not so much that he would leave, exactly, but that he was willing to tie himself to one place. To a lifeless pile of rock, as his mother had so eloquently put it. You might as well be stonebred.
He realised he had fallen silent, the pause drawing on longer this time; an uncharacteristic hesitation caught at the start of his next statement as he said softly. "Coming here meant losing a lot of freedom. I want to believe it will be worth it." He wasn't sure what it was about this moment, this conversation, that led him to such a rare burst of unguarded honesty. In the end he simply shrugged and concluded casually; "But then we all gave up something or other when we came to Stand, didn't we?"
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Post by Ruin on Aug 15, 2011 0:39:21 GMT -5
The silence, as it consumed them, did not concern him or bother him. He was used to such silences; in fact he was typically the cause of them. It gave him time to reflect on his own history and the circumstances which had brought him here, and the circumstances which persisted. So much had changed for him a turn ago—over a turn ago—and things were still changing. Shifting. Falling into place or stuck in a perpetual state of waiting. Yes; he understood long silences of self-contemplation and consideration, typically his thoughts would turn to the most recent in a long line of changes—the abandonment of his Father. His master. Disavowed and seen as a betrayer. That would barely touch on the brand he bore beneath his skin; one he had not sought.
Hope was one of the few positive changes that the past moons had seen—he had hope. That things could be better—would be better—here, of all places, in the Weyr he had never intended to join. Though he couldn’t know the man’s entire story, he could guess parts of it—his dealings with Xiro’el and other such Traders who had lost everything they had been in being Searched, or had perhaps lost it all previously of their own motivations. Even he had lost it all through his choice to stand, and his choice to sit at the wrong caravan campfire on one lonely night. Little lost Herderboy with stars in his eyes.
Noticing the change in the man’s tone, and the hesitation, Sebolaren chose to acknowledge the Viridianweyrlings words as a whole rather than focusing on one part. ”I would not say all of us, there are many who come filled with the hope of it all—no other considerations save their luck and honor in being chosen, but yes. Many of us have given something greater than ourselves to these stone walls. I, for one, have nowhere left to go if I cannot make a place for myself here: If I crossed any bridges to arrive here—they have long since been burned to dust.” Unconsciously his bandaged hands closed against their binding as if testing the reality of those words, but the bridge he spoke of had burned worse than flesh.
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Post by claire on Aug 15, 2011 19:49:00 GMT -5
"It's hardly as though there's anything better we could be doing with our lives," he agreed lightly, choosing not to question the other remarks no matter how much they might have piqued his curiosity. The man had a right to his privacy; to not have his personal problems poked at by a stranger. The world was far from a perfect place, and they all had a few things in their pasts they would prefer not to speak of. At least here and now they had a purpose.
He turned his gaze skywards once more, eyes fixed unwavering on the Red Star. There it was; their purpose, the rest of their lives, summed up in a deceptively pretty twinkling red light amongst the stars. Though he would be keeping that opinion to himself. While the ability to find beauty in unusual places was a positive one, most of Pern would probably draw the line at the sharding Red Star.
With a mental shrug he glanced back over at Sebol. "I hear Couineth is supposed to be Clutching soon," he said, "You'll probably be joining us in the Weyrling barracks before the first Fall."
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Post by Ruin on Aug 17, 2011 23:10:38 GMT -5
”I have hope for that, possibly even confidence that I may regret, but it is a thought in my head—that there will be a dragon for me in her clutch.” In fact he had counted the days since she had Risen in the hopes of being ready for her Clutching. It would be a full circle, like a harvest reaped and then sown again. The moment his fingertips touched that railing and his eyes fell on eggs hardening on hot Sands—it would be the second notch in his life. Hatching.
Of course it could be that he would again be unImpressed and he would again leave alone, and again there would be moons to wait—until he aged out. Until it was over. That was the consideration he gave less thought. Perhaps in some cases it was better to have a blind confidence—yet still prepare—and allow life to go on. He could not control the coming sevendays, nor could he control the outcome of the Hatching.
”It is better to accept what the road brings than worry oneself into sleeplessness considering the brigands and wild whers around the corner—for then, when they do come, one will be ill-prepared to handle those obstacles, and will fall to them”
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Post by claire on Aug 18, 2011 10:13:51 GMT -5
"There'll always be more clutches," he said philosophically. "Aren't the Queens supposes to Rise more at the beginning of a Pass?" It was a rhetorical question, really; he was pretty certain that was the case, and certainly there had been more and larger clutches lately than even when he had first arrived at Dalibor a turn and a half ago. He would be surprised if anyone was left standing more than a few seasons with so many newly hatched dragonets looking to Impress. "There was a Hatching not long after I first arrived. Truth be told, in hindsight I'm glad I was left standing. Candidacy was enough of a culture shock; going straight into weyrlinghood would have been a bit much to deal with."
He nodded along as Sebol spoke; well said. "I'll drink to that," he agreed with a ghost of a grin. It was an expression that quickly turned wry. "Or I would if it were remotely socially acceptable these days." While he'd been fairly blase about some of the rules during his candidacy - the no drinking and no fraternisation ones in particular had taken a beating - the matter was cast in an entirely different light when there were the effects of disobedience on a young dragon to consider.
To say nothing of the fact that Drakeith would have had none of it. Sharding dutiful rule-abiding creature. What had he ever done to deserve such a bonded? Between with rank and prestige - he would have been a lot more at home with a lower ranking colour possessed of slightly more flexible morals.
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Post by Ruin on Aug 18, 2011 10:23:16 GMT -5
”Aye, I’ve heard that as well—driven to Rise to provide the Weyrs with Dragonriders to fight Thread. I suppose all that can tell us is time, though.” He no longer doubted his Impression past the usual, but the following words that Va’an spoke rang true in him beyond the usual. ”I agree. I believe I am a better man for being left Standing. It made me stronger, it solidified my want to be here, and it pushed me to better myself in many ways I might not otherwise have pursued.
I’d have been a simple Herderboy with a dragon if I’d Impressed then. Now I can be a Dragonman through and through—with some extra lessoning of course: Though Weyrlings in your class have taught me plenty what with my eagerly accepting foisted oiling. And the accidental maulings.” His tone had changed to be rather bleak toward the end, but it was done with a happy twinkle in his eye that bespoke the pleasure he felt at being friends with those who had Impressed in his stead—any interaction, any lesson—was well learned.
Even if it was more the case of ‘hey, I’ve accidentally thrown myself from a cliff, can you oil my dragon?’ That wasn’t precisely pleasant. That expression turned somewhat sour in response to the rule reminder. ”I had not expected it to be quite so strict, but I’ve never been able to break those basic rules—nor even bend them. Truthfully I feel as if I’m likely to be pitched out at any moment.” That wasn’t even touching on what he had to lose from those in charge finding out about his flesh.
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Post by claire on Aug 18, 2011 20:46:28 GMT -5
He nodded in agreement. "They do say there's more to being a rider than just having a dragon." It had seemed odd to him before - wasn't having a dragon sort of the definition of being a rider? - but since coming to the weyr he felt he understood the concept a little better. And since getting to know the other candidates and later weyrlings, and finally Impressing...well. He had his own ideas, most of which he was keeping to himself. Mostly to do with how having a dragonet deem you worthy did not necessarily seem to entail being a particularly noble, or even decent person. Drakeith had Opinions about his clutchsiblings. Va'an mostly had opinions about the questionable taste in humans some of them had displayed.
But there was such a thing as professional courtesy, to say nothing of diplomacy. He had every intention of keeping his mouth firmly shut. More dragons in the air were more dragons in the air, and with Threadfall a mere season away none of them could afford to be picky. It was something Drakeith seemed unable to comprehend. You weren't required to respect everyone you worked with; you weren't even required to like them.
He snorted in amusement at the comment about foisted oiling. "I'm going to take a wild guess here and say 'Xiro'?" he said. Though he didn't see the other ex-trader as much these days, he knew he kept company with some of the current candidates, and, well...it just sounded like Xiro, didn't it?
"For all that the rules are strict, no-one seems to pay a great deal of attention to enforcing them," he observed. Of course he wasn't about to go encouraging anyone to endanger their candidacy. But from what he had personally experienced during his own candidacy, so long as you were reasonably sensible and discreet you were more or less safe. He hadn't come to Dalibor intending to break every rules for candidates while he was about it, but....it had kind of worked out that way.
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Post by Ruin on Aug 18, 2011 22:07:28 GMT -5
Yes, that was it exactly—there was more to being a Dragonrider than the dragon, which Xiro’el was proving—at least to everyone else: Sebolaren still had hope for the flighty Trader. Still, he couldn’t precisely comment past what he had said being unImpressed, so him simply returned that nod to Va’an and fell into silence as he listened to the commentary as it came. A smile broke out on his face as the Viridianweyrling called a name out of the air and proved that most Holdless tended to find one another at some point.
”Aye, Xiro would be one; he tends to cause me the most trouble.” Sebolaren still wasn’t sure how the Cyanweyrling managed to find so much trouble as he did—or cause it, or influence it, or simply create it, but he did, and it had managed to stick to the ex-Herder in more ways than one since he’d met the man. ”Well, speaking from experience, even without breaking any rules I found myself brought to bear for them—mostly because of Xiro’el, handful that one: Likely to make rash decisions.” Which generally threw Sebol out of the stewpot and into the fire.
”Not really in me though, for all I’ve been told I possess a Holdless heart, perhaps if I didn’t feel my existence here were so tenuous based on everything I’ve lost and left behind.”
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