Goodbye's

[fidelli]

Always hard, wot? And as much as I love you all, I don't think I deserve this. I'm just catching up on stuff now - I finally have time to post, but I feel like I abandoned you guys, leaving all summer. I mean, it's not my fault - my grandmother dieing was really harsh on us all and I had no means of internet afterwards. And then, being in the hospital wasn't easy either... And with all these new people in, I feel kinda awkward, not knowing anybody, and I feel like everyone doesn't trust me anymore to get posts up. Nim, if you need her with Zuchie for a plot, give her to someone who really can play her passion, who can play her fire and her temper out right, and who knows how amazing Zuchie is, his sweetness and his evilness. F'del, you can say he transfered, and A'mor can transfer as well. I think it's easiest this way. I'll be around, checking up - I couldn't leave forever, really, but... Yeah...

~Fide-Fido-Fidelli

[Admin]

. . . get your butt back here. Now.

I will harass every weyrlingmaster for posts. The reason I haven't released any info on the weyrlingmaster for next time is some plot stuff. They will be contacted at the appropriate time with some information, and I gotta keep it a secret. It might not be F'del, but it isn't because of you. I was sort of hoping to spring the extra element on everyone, no added fore knowledge anything was going to happen, but there you go. I took down staff positions for masters to let new folks take up some of the positions and because we weren't getting enough active flow to need more staff. I'm strict about letting in staff - Kila was needed, I know her, and O'sho was a good choice IC, and I'm going to make every Jr. Weyrwoman have to go six months, get through all the IC weyrlinghood, before they get the job. One staff member per five to seven actively on people, like counselors per campers at a camp. We're getting up to having about fifteen or sixteen people on everyday and Nia is about to come onto staff.

There is always going to be new people. If I get my way, in the end, we're never gonna die and we're going to be constantly growing.

We understand why you had to leave, or, anyway, I do. I can't go speaking for other people. Now you have to catch up and meet all our new people, yeah, so you know what? A summer with no weyrlingmaster is going to look like a skipping frolic compared to this, leaving now, because I trusted you would come back, but now you're just going to up and leave. Amazingly enough, Zuc is a plot character. Surprise! Surprise! CALL THE PRESSES! (None of you are ever going to guess for what. Good luck with that.) I expected you to be responsible for him for the rest of his life, develop him so he'd be yours, develop him so he'd be even better, be open to what possibilities that you as a player would give him and not just be a random bit of drama. The decision for his roleplayer and lifemate was just as important as the one that ended up with Avalle and Callistath.

Am I suppose to trust you, with my precious site, my precious plots, my precious dragonets, all the time I've put in, dragging Dalibor along at times, if you're going to just leave now? This is the betrayal of trust. Right here. So, come back and buck it up or don't expect me to be happy seeing you hanging around a bit like a useless fifth limb that has grown out of my head and once worked but now has decided to kick me in the stomach causing me a significant amount of pain for an extended period and a bit of a headache.

[fidelli]

That's all I have to say to you, you silly girl-child. If everything you mentioned was why you thought I left, I'm going to crack up laughing. Firstly, it's not you haressing me. That's just silly, it's part of rping. As it is, I'm on aim right talking to two people, one bothering me for a post while I beg the other. I don't care if it's not F'del, there are other hatchings and he and Altith do have some... Problems, yet to sort out. I like helping out on the site, but with an added title or not that's just silly - I don't care about staff or not. Kila is my favorite person ever, and she's a good admin! I have nothing against Kila! That's just silly! I'm not a big fan of Gold's - I prefer my Zucherroth to EVERYONE else. I would never want Callistath, although she is a lovely dragon and lots of fun to read - and I'm sorry that you felt that I would be disappointing you! I felt like I was disappointing EVERYONE else! I don't mind the new people - I love new people! Brings in new blood, and it's boring to play with the same people all the time - don't take that the wrong way, I LOVE playing with everyone on here. It's because I was gone that I feel like I'm too far behind, but if it's going to be this much of a problem YOU WON'T EVER GET RID OF ME <_> And I'm glad that you think it's all about you that is why I'm leaving - in truth, you had nothing to do with it! Or, the route of the problem, you made such a wonderful site that everyone keeps coming in and making me feel crazy!

....Thought your description of a useless me is quite lovely.

[Admin]

Psh. I didn't think it was my fault. I'm not a self blamer. I just don't want you to leave, and being convincing of you not leaving kind of meant I had to post lots of stuff about why any reason you have for leaving is stupid and you should stay.

WE HAD BETTER NOT BE ABLE TO GET RID OF YOU!

And it was quite good, wasn't it?^^

[4horseshowgirl4]

WAIT WAIT WAIT.

You are not leaving us, missy! And 'cause you seem to need convincing on that point, I'm going to make you a nifty little list, m'kay?

6. You might win the scavenger hunt! XD
5. Hey, I was gone all summer, too! And I don't even have a very good excuse!
4. Pratyba would be very sad if F'del transferred out right after they graduated. She might even think it was her fault! D:
3. You want B'nyur to have to run the infirmary by himself? How cruel of you.
2. Zuchie. Need I say more?
1. WE ALL LOVE YOU TOO MUCH FOR YOU TO LEAVE!

[fidelli]

>__> You all make me feel like an awful person for wanting to leave.

But I'm not going anywhere, Fide promises. -crosses heart- After all Show, I would hate for Pratyba to think that she personally chased F'del from the Weyr, and oh, yes B'nyur doesn't already run the infirmary all by himself. XD

[kyrillion]

*bighugforFido*

I was just writing up a list of reasons, myself! But I guess Show's did the trick. (: We would all be terribly sad if you left, and I am very relieved you've decided to stay. ^^

[kia]

Fide! Please do not leave. *Gives you sad kitty look.* I do not want you to leave! I like F`del and A`mor and Nim! Please! *Whimpers.* You are not letting us down! Hell, I was gone half the summer and went on a RP hiatus because of my job. And everyone still forgave me and help me catch up. Let us do the same for you. This family is not complete without you.