Post by kyrillion on Jan 28, 2010 14:15:28 GMT -5
Mine, are you sure?[/color]
For the fifth time, Rip, I'm positive.
But your arm, MineOwn. It still hurts, and what if you hurt it again?[/color] Concern was evident in the blue's tone, but not so much as his characteristic, overriding calm. He was worried for her, of course; he had always been protective of her, just as they were both fiercely protective of those they cared about. It was a big part of the common ground that had drawn them together in the first place. And yet he knew full well that working himself into a state (or an outright panic like the one her accident had provoked) wouldn't help either of them. It would only serve to distract her, which had been the big issue last time, and he knew now from experience that it would thoroughly exhaust him. And so, recognizing that his rider was not about to back down from her decision to finally return to the forge, and acknowledging that he himself still needed time to recuperate from the several wounds sustained during the fight with the renegades, he had relented and even allowed himself to be persuaded to stay at their weyr to soak up some sun out on the ledge. If anyone could out-stubborn him, it was Kyrillion.
As far as his rider was concerned, being back in the forge was a pleasant relief. It was comfortable, familiar - she knew the place, and the job, inside and out. And while she might have felt a little nervousness, returning after sustaining a semi-serious injury, she discovered that the only thing she really felt was annoyance. Her projects had been set back by months, and for what? Stupid tongs hadn't gotten a decent grip on the knife, which had practically jumped out of her hands at the first opportunity... And yet, what it all boiled down to were her rules. If she hadn't broken them, like the wherry-brained fool that she was, she might have caught her mistake in time. In all probability, she might not have made such a rookie mistake to begin with.
Mistake? It was an accident, Mine.[/color]
Accidents don't happen to people who're paying attention, Rip. The all-too familiar quote provoked a scowl, and it stayed with her as she traipsed around the forge gathering things she'd need. Last time, it had been her preoccupation that had been the problem. She'd been distracted, and that distraction had led to the accident. Now, however, she was throwing herself back into the forge and using her work as the distraction. The battle, no more than a few days past, had stayed with her. The knowledge of what they'd done, even though it was justified in their eyes, was a heavy burden. The numbness had taken some time to subside, but in its place had blossomed a mute frustration and purposeless anger. An anger she was now pinning on her injury, because it sure as shells beat facing the real source; she and Rip were killers. They had taken lives. When it all boiled down to it, she was angry at herself; if it had just been the accident, she would have dealt with it by now and moved on. But coupled with the aftermath of the battle, she didn't think she was prepared to face the music just yet. She needed more time.
It took her several minutes to gather the materials she'd need - goggles, gloves, a mallet, her personal, precisely-worked steel - and amass them on a clear workbench. And because she was feeling a bit less rational than usual, most of that pent-up anger seemed to be focused on the knife responsible; just looking at it made her arm itch and burn, and the angry red scar was plainly visible with her rolled-up sleeves. It was too hot to leave them down in a place like this, particularly during the summer, even if she thought for a moment that it was healed enough to not be affected by fabric rubbing up against it. At least she didn't have to bandage it anymore.
Once she'd collected the necessary tools, she took a moment to step back and evaluate. Where to start? Her emotions were only just under control, which was unusual for her; but the forge was empty, and it was always easier to just roll with the tides when there wasn't a definitive reason to keep them in check. She was resolutely focused; why not let some of that frustration out? This, after all, was supposed to be the distraction. The art to channel all of that emotion into.
In light of her decision to take a therapy-by-art approach, she quickly determined that starting right back in with that knife was a little ambitious. It was meant to be a gift, anyway; no use risking damaging it because she was still angry with the sharding thing. Placing it to the side to effectively remove the temptation altogether, she mulled over her other options before settling on runnershoes. They were always in demand - a bit tricky, but simple enough once you got the hang of them. And over the years she'd made more of the things than she could count. It would require focus, but nothing innovative or particularly difficult. She certainly wouldn't be using her own steel, though - it'd taken weeks to get it up to the standards she and her grandfather had set. Course, the new alloy still needed to be tested in the field; but knife fights weren't exactly things you set up in advance.
A few more minutes of rummaging through the spare iron pieces and she found one that she deemed suitable. Back to the table, and she wasted no time prepping her station and tossing the piece into the forge itself. Careful observation would tell her when it reached the temperature she wanted; the color of the metal betrayed such details to a trained eye. When the time came, she moved quickly but precisely, her movements carrying the ease of experience. Tongs in hand, she placed them with more careful attention than, perhaps, she'd given in the past, and then levered the now-glowing iron to the anvil, setting it down in the center. Then the mallet found its way into her other hand. One strike, two, three; the clang of metal against metal was like music to her ears, and the wash of sparks that exploded around her was a comfort; and that, too, could be used as an indicator. The sparks became less frequent as the temperature fell, of course, but a careful observer might notice that the sound changed, as well. And when the sound hit a certain pitch, she knew to move it back into the forge. Forge, hammer, repeat. Forge, hammer, repeat. And the shape of the metal changed, subtly, every time. Her mind was blank, focused on the task; and yet her subconscious was still seething, tormenting and leaving a bitter taste in her mouth. One she couldn't help but compare to the taste of the ichor in Ripariath's, when he'd delivered that last fatal blow...
And so each time she cycled through the pattern, her mallet-strokes became rougher, quicker, more... well, aggressive. Soon, she was hammering the living daylights out of the thing, and if the odd mixture of a scowl and satisfied grin were any indication she was rather enjoying herself. She could feel Rip's faint amusement and stronger sympathy, but she studiously ignored it. Art by therapy, indeed - though in this case it also doubled as a workout. The heavy mallet was becoming a strain on her arm, but she ignored that, too. She just wanted all the pent-up frustration out of her system; she wasn't sure of any other way to do that, but this.[/size]
For the fifth time, Rip, I'm positive.
But your arm, MineOwn. It still hurts, and what if you hurt it again?[/color] Concern was evident in the blue's tone, but not so much as his characteristic, overriding calm. He was worried for her, of course; he had always been protective of her, just as they were both fiercely protective of those they cared about. It was a big part of the common ground that had drawn them together in the first place. And yet he knew full well that working himself into a state (or an outright panic like the one her accident had provoked) wouldn't help either of them. It would only serve to distract her, which had been the big issue last time, and he knew now from experience that it would thoroughly exhaust him. And so, recognizing that his rider was not about to back down from her decision to finally return to the forge, and acknowledging that he himself still needed time to recuperate from the several wounds sustained during the fight with the renegades, he had relented and even allowed himself to be persuaded to stay at their weyr to soak up some sun out on the ledge. If anyone could out-stubborn him, it was Kyrillion.
As far as his rider was concerned, being back in the forge was a pleasant relief. It was comfortable, familiar - she knew the place, and the job, inside and out. And while she might have felt a little nervousness, returning after sustaining a semi-serious injury, she discovered that the only thing she really felt was annoyance. Her projects had been set back by months, and for what? Stupid tongs hadn't gotten a decent grip on the knife, which had practically jumped out of her hands at the first opportunity... And yet, what it all boiled down to were her rules. If she hadn't broken them, like the wherry-brained fool that she was, she might have caught her mistake in time. In all probability, she might not have made such a rookie mistake to begin with.
Mistake? It was an accident, Mine.[/color]
Accidents don't happen to people who're paying attention, Rip. The all-too familiar quote provoked a scowl, and it stayed with her as she traipsed around the forge gathering things she'd need. Last time, it had been her preoccupation that had been the problem. She'd been distracted, and that distraction had led to the accident. Now, however, she was throwing herself back into the forge and using her work as the distraction. The battle, no more than a few days past, had stayed with her. The knowledge of what they'd done, even though it was justified in their eyes, was a heavy burden. The numbness had taken some time to subside, but in its place had blossomed a mute frustration and purposeless anger. An anger she was now pinning on her injury, because it sure as shells beat facing the real source; she and Rip were killers. They had taken lives. When it all boiled down to it, she was angry at herself; if it had just been the accident, she would have dealt with it by now and moved on. But coupled with the aftermath of the battle, she didn't think she was prepared to face the music just yet. She needed more time.
It took her several minutes to gather the materials she'd need - goggles, gloves, a mallet, her personal, precisely-worked steel - and amass them on a clear workbench. And because she was feeling a bit less rational than usual, most of that pent-up anger seemed to be focused on the knife responsible; just looking at it made her arm itch and burn, and the angry red scar was plainly visible with her rolled-up sleeves. It was too hot to leave them down in a place like this, particularly during the summer, even if she thought for a moment that it was healed enough to not be affected by fabric rubbing up against it. At least she didn't have to bandage it anymore.
Once she'd collected the necessary tools, she took a moment to step back and evaluate. Where to start? Her emotions were only just under control, which was unusual for her; but the forge was empty, and it was always easier to just roll with the tides when there wasn't a definitive reason to keep them in check. She was resolutely focused; why not let some of that frustration out? This, after all, was supposed to be the distraction. The art to channel all of that emotion into.
In light of her decision to take a therapy-by-art approach, she quickly determined that starting right back in with that knife was a little ambitious. It was meant to be a gift, anyway; no use risking damaging it because she was still angry with the sharding thing. Placing it to the side to effectively remove the temptation altogether, she mulled over her other options before settling on runnershoes. They were always in demand - a bit tricky, but simple enough once you got the hang of them. And over the years she'd made more of the things than she could count. It would require focus, but nothing innovative or particularly difficult. She certainly wouldn't be using her own steel, though - it'd taken weeks to get it up to the standards she and her grandfather had set. Course, the new alloy still needed to be tested in the field; but knife fights weren't exactly things you set up in advance.
A few more minutes of rummaging through the spare iron pieces and she found one that she deemed suitable. Back to the table, and she wasted no time prepping her station and tossing the piece into the forge itself. Careful observation would tell her when it reached the temperature she wanted; the color of the metal betrayed such details to a trained eye. When the time came, she moved quickly but precisely, her movements carrying the ease of experience. Tongs in hand, she placed them with more careful attention than, perhaps, she'd given in the past, and then levered the now-glowing iron to the anvil, setting it down in the center. Then the mallet found its way into her other hand. One strike, two, three; the clang of metal against metal was like music to her ears, and the wash of sparks that exploded around her was a comfort; and that, too, could be used as an indicator. The sparks became less frequent as the temperature fell, of course, but a careful observer might notice that the sound changed, as well. And when the sound hit a certain pitch, she knew to move it back into the forge. Forge, hammer, repeat. Forge, hammer, repeat. And the shape of the metal changed, subtly, every time. Her mind was blank, focused on the task; and yet her subconscious was still seething, tormenting and leaving a bitter taste in her mouth. One she couldn't help but compare to the taste of the ichor in Ripariath's, when he'd delivered that last fatal blow...
And so each time she cycled through the pattern, her mallet-strokes became rougher, quicker, more... well, aggressive. Soon, she was hammering the living daylights out of the thing, and if the odd mixture of a scowl and satisfied grin were any indication she was rather enjoying herself. She could feel Rip's faint amusement and stronger sympathy, but she studiously ignored it. Art by therapy, indeed - though in this case it also doubled as a workout. The heavy mallet was becoming a strain on her arm, but she ignored that, too. She just wanted all the pent-up frustration out of her system; she wasn't sure of any other way to do that, but this.[/size]